February 2, 2012
Me at 15 making electronic Chinese symphonies (Taken with instagram)

Me at 15 making electronic Chinese symphonies (Taken with instagram)

January 19, 2012
On set at Letterman. Tune in tonight! (Taken with instagram)

On set at Letterman. Tune in tonight! (Taken with instagram)

January 17, 2012
Foot (Taken with instagram)

Foot (Taken with instagram)

January 15, 2012
Ehud (Taken with instagram)

Ehud (Taken with instagram)

January 14, 2012
Let the light in (Taken with instagram)

Let the light in (Taken with instagram)

January 2, 2012

Resolutions for 2012

1 become more free
2 work with abandon and without the hoax of identity
3 exercise as if its still possible to be a super hero
4 learn to eat like a monk who devotes everything to God
5 learn to play as if the devil wears your boots
6 sing like you found the bottom of your soul and still keep digging
7 make the internet difficult to get too
8 read more than three books
9 try and join the human race
10 try to wake up by noon
11 try and sleep before five am
12 record as if its your love letter to oblivion (it is!)
13 love
14 more love
15 even more love
16 until there is only love
17 and then love
18 do laundry more than once a month
19 travel sometime for no reason or purpose
20 eclipse fear
21 learn how to fit the moon in your pocket
22 learn how to swallow the sun
23 allow dreams to come and be true
24 stay sober
25 be more in the moment than the moment before
26 take risks
27 accept and forgive
28 believe and have faith
29 redeem and prosper
30 ride your bike
31 paint life into a corner until it can only jump down your throat
32 then dance like nobody else
33 and carve from invisible stone your true love
34 and ride (with them) the stars of mercy into mercy
35 and give everything to everyone
36 be generous
37 occupy
38 inspire by being inspired
39 retire without hesitation the things that are no good
40 accept yourself with love

December 25, 2011
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heres a song (unmastered rough) i wrote for my great aunt Mattie Ruth who passed away a few days ago.

its called “Cherries In The Snow” named after her favorite lipstick. She was a great lady, believer and a beautiful soul. She will be missed. I hope somehow this reaches wherever she may be.

Merry Christmas

Mattie Ruth

Mattie Ruth

happy holidays!

happy everything to everyone!
i would say the thing to do
is play more
put less value on any of it
and more freedom
it goes from meaningless to sacred and back again
its all for nothing
and so celebrate
there is no suck/such
thing as fear
or hate
those are just temporary forms of insanity
blown from the illusion that there is something called a devil
and something known as evil
but its a red blow up doll leaning against a needle
so just push it in and let the air out of that bag
and play more
allow yourself the freedom 
to dream out loud
to be exposed
to be bold against the boldness of it all
and how can your boldness compare
to the universe?
to the sun?
nothing can stop you
if you know that the only value in doing something
is in the doing
its not about reward of/or punishment
its about the moment
and making it!
the thing in which to relish,
is the creative act, which adds up to communion with the higher forces both inside and outside of you.
say hello to the abyss
give it a kiss on the cheek
or to put it another way,
wouldn’t you rather work on music or a painting
or something creative than watch a rerun?
and whatever benefit or smack down or ambivalence you get as a result
(of your creative act)
are of very little consequence or none at all.
its all about being creative and expansive and communing with flow of life
in this very precious and sacred moment.
the moment is of more value than its product.
everything Picasso painted will burn in the sun.
nothing we do stands a chance
so why not risk everything all the time?
its monopoly money and fools gold anyway
the most valuable thing isn’t even time or health
the most valuable thing is this moment.
the moment is eternal
the moment is beyond
against death you only have the moment.
hallelujah!
rejoice in the moment
its all we have
and play!
stop putting the pressure on yourself that what you do matters or is of some strange significance
it doesn’t and its not
and so liberation from the hive mind and its illusions are yours
for the price of this realization
you are free
to dream
to love
to defeat the oppressed ghosts of your ancestors
to defeat the repressed beasts of today (puppydogseveryoneofthem)
you are free
to expose your soul
to the strange action
of making
something sing
or bleed
or bend
or kneel
or feel
or want
or give
or bless
or justify
or beg
or forgive
or be
a tiny imitation of god
who doesn’t belong to a book or a theory
but to your heart and to your third eye
opening the (cosmic) doors
of belonging to everything again
healed at once
you are
healed at once
i love you!
and not as a tiny being but as the soul of everything.


Happy Holidays!